This last week went by so slowly. I tried my hardest to be productive, but my mind felt slow. So slow. I caught a cold the day after I got back from Mexico (at least I didn't catch a foreign disease, right? Because diseases freak me out). I'm finally feeling better, and I think I'm starting to feel more like myself... Slowly.
I just reread that and realized how many times I used the word 'slowly'...oh well.
So instead of rushing around a lot this past week I stayed home and processed, planned and tidied. I've plunged myself into a desperate attempt to organize my room but unfortunately organization is not one of my gifts. It's really not. But I'm working on it, and maybe that will change (we can hope). I was thankful for the time to process because the future still seems unsure, and I need to remember to pray and trust God. It's a constant up and down scenario. Exciting as the future looks, I have my doubts, and nothing is finalized yet, so I wait in anxious anticipation to figure out what's next. When really, what I should be doing is focusing on God and praying about it. When I spend an amount of time in adamant prayer I feel so much better, and completely refreshed. It's funny how that works.
Of course the week was also full of the usual things. Coffee, cats and music. French music, to be exact. I've always loved French music but this past week I actually started to delve into it. And what a lovely decision that was. I've become happily obsessed. C'est merveilleux.
I promise I'll start posting more about Russia and all of that very soon but right now I'm trying to get back into the groove of blogging. I've learned that blogging about a certain subject often calls for a certain mood or inspiration. Hopefully it'll hit me soon.
xoxo,
madeline claire
I just reread that and realized how many times I used the word 'slowly'...oh well.
So instead of rushing around a lot this past week I stayed home and processed, planned and tidied. I've plunged myself into a desperate attempt to organize my room but unfortunately organization is not one of my gifts. It's really not. But I'm working on it, and maybe that will change (we can hope). I was thankful for the time to process because the future still seems unsure, and I need to remember to pray and trust God. It's a constant up and down scenario. Exciting as the future looks, I have my doubts, and nothing is finalized yet, so I wait in anxious anticipation to figure out what's next. When really, what I should be doing is focusing on God and praying about it. When I spend an amount of time in adamant prayer I feel so much better, and completely refreshed. It's funny how that works.Of course the week was also full of the usual things. Coffee, cats and music. French music, to be exact. I've always loved French music but this past week I actually started to delve into it. And what a lovely decision that was. I've become happily obsessed. C'est merveilleux.
I promise I'll start posting more about Russia and all of that very soon but right now I'm trying to get back into the groove of blogging. I've learned that blogging about a certain subject often calls for a certain mood or inspiration. Hopefully it'll hit me soon.
xoxo,
madeline claire
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